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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

These days haven't been easy for me. In fact, for all of us.
If our eyes were wells, they would be those that had been dried up.
Thankyou very much to those who showed concern about my mum, asked me to cheer up, and those who comforted me. You guys really made me feel better.

Mummy, you have so many people praying for you, and so concern about you. Don't be lazy and wake up now, okay? Daddy, sisters, jiujiu, mama and yeye and all the relatives, we are all waiting for you! I'm waiting for you to sing for me again! You don't need to worry much about us cause we all have grown up. I'm going to school myself tomorrow morning! Don't worry, I'll cross the road using the traffic light, I won't jaywalk. I won't stand too near the road just in case the car u-turns and hit into me. I will take good care of myself and our family. You jiayou okay!

It's the first time I pay so much attention when people mention their mothers. Usually when people talk about their mums, I'll just listen and take everything like how the sun rise and fall everyday.

When Mrs Tan talked to us about her mum today, how she was brought up and how her mum "abused" them, and when Wanleng told me that her mum bought her this super cute keychain, I suddenly have an urge to cry.

I really miss mummy very much. I miss her telling me to bathe earlier (these few days I bathe very early, mummy! don't worry!)
I miss her telling me to sleep earlier ( I have also been sleeping before 12am!)
I miss her singing karaoke so loudly at home.
I miss her ordering me around.
I miss the toilet bowl full of powder (my mum loves powder alot)

Cheer up, Maggie! Enough of crying already. Mummy will be alright(:
Life's like that, there are ups and downs.
& I've learnt how to be stronger, how to look at things a different way.
I guess I shan't grumble about my life but thank god for everything he has given me.
This is just a part of growing up, I definitely became more independant.

I've decided to be a vegetarian for a month, just like my jiujiu.
So, vegetarian life starts tomorrow.
Thankyou for protecting my mum!

妈咪,加油!

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