I have always trying to be happier in front of my peers these few days, despite the fact that I'm actually worn out mentally. Cause one of my principles is to not cry or show my weakness to anyone and everyone. Unless I really cannot control of course.
But this time, I can finally smile like I always did without any worries. Cause mummy woke up! When Sam messaged me, Zhuki was with me. & we both screamed. My heart pumped so fast, that I almost cannot breathe. I hurry rushed to her, but wanleng, ahshi and weeting came. So, I decided that I should go in later. Since she's quite agitated too. But I saw her moving. Her eyes, her mouth and everything. I really want to cry! I was so happy.
&when I came out of the ICU, mama hugged me so tightly, telling me how happy she was. I can really feel her heart beat at the point of time. Like our hearts were together as one, and I smiled so much till my eyes water. I felt really elated and grateful that our prayers finally came true.
Words really can't express how much I'm feeling now. I guess you have to experience this yourself before you can understand this whole feeling. I'm not trying to curse you or whatever, but, I'm really:
blessed, blissful,captivated, cheerful, contented, delighted, esctatic, elated, glad, gratified, grateful, jouful, joyous, jubilant, light, lively, good, overjoyed, peaceful, pleased, satisfied, and everything-thats-associated-with-happiness now!
THANK GOD(:
& a BIIIIG thank you to everyone who are concerned about my mum!
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