Sometimes, its just reaaaally difficult to decide on believing on your instincts or what you see. &sometimes, I don't know which are the lies and which are the truth. I don't want the trust between us to be abused this way, neither do I want to accuse you of anything. Tell me the truth. I know I may be quite fierce at times. But it will be worst if I knew that all those were lies. I'll try to understand, rather than forcing you. I'll understand what's the best for you, because I really love and cherish you. It's really difficult to meet someone whom you can get along with so well, someone who knows you better than the others and someone who can tolerate my nonsenses.
I can really feel the distance between us growing. We don't talk a lot already, we don't go out already. We don't shop like crazy women already, we don't spend a lot of time together already. Yeah, it takes a lot of effort for us to actually meet up, sit down and have a chat and blah, cause we are all busy with our lifes. But no matter what, I want you to know that although we can't be as close as before, I still care alot about you. &if anything happens, give me a call! I'm just a phone call away. Although I can't do alot, but I can assure you that you can borrow both my ears. And if you don't mind, you can listen to my advises too! I'll be there for you ;D
&stop cutting your wrist okay, don't scare me. I don't want to see a disfigured hand. Please, take care of yourself because theres really alot of people who care for you. It hurts my heart seeing those scars. I beg you, don't ever do it again.
I LOVE YOU(:
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