I am Maggielalala ♥

there was alot of crying yesterday and today
before the ceremony started, i had diarrhoea and wanted to vomit
mygod.and michelle and i were late for the ceremony
but felt alot better lah
i was feeling so cold. like ice leh. cause im having fever too
the ceremony was boring.
alot of kneeling and walking
and suddenly i felt so giddy
mum pulled me out to rest for a while
at that instance, i really felt like fainting
when i felt better, i joined them with the ceremony again
they were a few times where all the women had to go in and sit around the coffin
all of us started crying
mummy started first and she cry until very very can that kind
then we all see her like that also cannot control
haiyo. then after took everything that we had folded to burn
we all shouted. "ah gong. kia dua chu!"
and the day ended. super tired. and feeling terrible
slept at 3am

this morning i woke up at 10am feeling alot better
just very tired. changed and made our way to ahma's house
had breakfast and another ceremony started
cried alot. before the coffin is covered, we had the last chance to see ahgong
everyone cry until like what.
and we walked with the coffin out until the main road
this is the first time i walking with all the cars.
so cool leh.and so many people followed
then we took the bus to mandai.
when we reached there we went to the service hall
and the coffin was pushed in.
mum started crying again
then after awhile we went to the viewing hall
which is where the coffin is pushed in to burn
when to coffin is pushed in, we all cried like crying
this is the worst one man..
and we all scream and shout for ahgong
really very very sad
T-T

ahgong u must xinfu hor!!
gosh im crying now):
and im still feeling sick. super tired ar!